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Oct 2014 update
Sorry I've been a bit inactive, work has been keeping me busy. I hope that once I've settled in a bit more I'll be able to plan photo ideas, I really want to start creating more. Let me know how you've all been! :aww: Also, thanks to everyone that wished me a happy birthday. I had a nice day and ate some krispy kreme doughnuts haha.
Below is a list of things I wish to achieve.
Get a jobDo some form of exercise Do more painting, drawing, writingRead more booksFigure out some kind of direction for my future careerGo clubbing (I'm almost 19 and I still haven't done this so I figure I might as well get it over with)Consider travel destinationsS
June 2014
Things are bad again.
I don't think I can go out again. I came over ill and then had a panic attack. I'm so sick of feeling this way. I'm failing all my A levels too. I'm not sure how the hell I'm supposed to get anywhere now. I think I've ruined my own life. I'll be active in July. I hope you are all doing okay :hug: .
So many short sentences.
11th May- Exams, Summer + Hyde Park
My exams are starting now and it's going to be super stressful but I'm going to counselling sessions which are helping me and I'm so so so so so so looking forward to the summer when I can relax as I'm not planning on going to uni so I have time to chill, job hunt and think about what I want to do without the education system shoving stuff down my throat.
I have lots of photos I can upload and I have a macro lens which is super exciting and yeaaaah :^)
I also think its about time I plucked up the courage to attend the annual dA meet in Hyde Park, London. So if you're thinking of going lemme know so I'll have someone to annoy by clinging ont
An update
I had my first counselling session today. I burst into tears about 2 minutes in because I felt so panicky. Haha, what a life I'm living. I feel too embarrassed to go back now, I can't believe I bawled my eyes out like a baby for almost an hour. God, I miss how things used to be.
I hope you're all well and I hope to become dayemmm active once my A levels are finished :tighthug:
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Thank You so very much 